I should have been clearer with you from the beginning.
Keirra,
I'm so sorry if I didn't make things clear for you. I never wanted to make you feel confused, uncomfortable, or like there was something I was intentionally hiding from you.
I was honestly just afraid. I was scared that if I told you I have another account, you might avoid me, misunderstand me, or start overthinking about it. And the truth is, I hate the thought of making you uncomfortable because of something I could have simply explained properly.
I feel like I may have already told you once, but I also realize that remembering that isn't the same as making things clear. I should've communicated it better instead of letting my fear decide how I handled it.
I don't want you to feel like you have to question me or overthink every little thing. I want you to feel comfortable around me. I want you to feel safe asking me anything, even if it's something small. If something bothers you, I'd rather you tell me than keep it inside and wonder about it.
I'm not asking you to instantly forget how you felt. I just want the chance to explain myself honestly and do better with my communication. You matter to me, Pookie bear, and I'm genuinely sorry if my actions made you feel otherwise.
I love you. And I'm sorry. ♡
— From someone who really doesn't want to lose your comfort